Jan. 10th, 2017

beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
Today has been a bit not awesome. I got the cleaner day basics done, but haven't done vacuum cleaner, again. because headache, so I've pretty much been curled up in bed hoping the neighbours and their tv and their plumbing could be less loud.

also looking on rightmove for bungalows, because a girl can dream.
... that particular dream costs £315,000 at the moment, unless I want to be so far out of town I'd have trouble getting buses in the evening, let alone figuring out how to navigate.
but I don't need to worry about that part because it's all ridiculously impossible anyway.




I would like a path along which I can achieve my small and practical dreams.
Like, people can get a job and save up moneys and get a nice place to live in a nice area, in theory.
I would like that sort of hypothetical construct, more plausible than the ones that include winning on the premium bonds, that I myself can get to from here.

because that would be nice.



I suppose if I actually write a thing it could in theory make a money, but honestly, that almost never happens.
still. write a thing seems mostly possible from here.


onwards.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
It is really awkward sometimes fancying women
because there is so much media - so much - that conflates
'posed attractively' and 'awkward, vulnerable, face somewhere between doesn't want to be here and dead eyed checked out gone'

I mean there's a lot of pretty women in the world
(so many, so awesome)
but sometimes I feel like I'm somehow adding to background slime levels by even noticing.

Which possibly has a lot to do with why most of my favourite pictures have women wearing 'men's' clothes and/or carrying weapons
or looking at you like they're going to murder you and you're going to like it
... which really ought to be kind of a weird niche interest.

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