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beccaelizabeth) wrote2008-03-18 12:25 pm
beccaelizabeth) wrote2008-03-18 12:25 pm
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ways having my brain is Not Easy, part the... I have no idea. Manyth. Anyway:
Two in the morning, can't get to sleep, vaguely wonder what kind of god Owen Harper would be in a ritual, discover I can't just vaguely wonder anything, have to go get the books out, then find that I don't have any actual gods books just goddess ones. And one of those thinks that all goddesses and indeed all gods are some version of one ancient mother goddess who was worshipped by the matriarchy and pulled down by the patriarchy. And also basically everything is about menstruation. And I can see why there's a need to refocus on goddess and look at versions of the stories that don't make them interchangeable props for the god stories, but I can't see how making them interchangeable and defined by biology is actually better. So then it was nearly four in the morning and I still didn't have an answer and also I was annoyed.
I think sleeping would have been more useful. :eyeroll:
So, today:
research gods who both heal and hunt
read more about that class I need to pass at some point
Two in the morning, can't get to sleep, vaguely wonder what kind of god Owen Harper would be in a ritual, discover I can't just vaguely wonder anything, have to go get the books out, then find that I don't have any actual gods books just goddess ones. And one of those thinks that all goddesses and indeed all gods are some version of one ancient mother goddess who was worshipped by the matriarchy and pulled down by the patriarchy. And also basically everything is about menstruation. And I can see why there's a need to refocus on goddess and look at versions of the stories that don't make them interchangeable props for the god stories, but I can't see how making them interchangeable and defined by biology is actually better. So then it was nearly four in the morning and I still didn't have an answer and also I was annoyed.
I think sleeping would have been more useful. :eyeroll:
So, today:
read more about that class I need to pass at some point