Doctor/Master porn bunny
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beccaelizabethI never actually write porn. If I did, at the moment, it would be all about the Master. I read someone else's fic where the Doctor has the Master chained up in the control room but the Master is pretty much ignoring it. Run with that. It's entirely possible to be the Master in chains. Can be in control and bound. Just means there's pretty metal and he has to use words.
What does the Doctor want, really? Why is it he's willing to bind himself to that life for the Master? The Doctor's the one that runs away... except that one time he can't forget, or forgive himself for. And he might go as far as admitting the Master is the only one in the universe who could understand what he did. The only one in the universe who could forgive him.
The Master, being the Master, will not.
But he thinks the Doctor wants something else from him. The Doctor did a very, very bad thing. He wants him to tell him all about it. He's got an audience now who'll *appreciate* it. And then... well, who else in the universe could punish him *enough*?
You know the masochist-sadist joke - masochist wants "hurt me" so sadist says "No."
The Master's not going to hurt him. Not the obvious ways. Not now he knows what he really wants.
He's going to make sure he has fun. And then, just when he's enjoying it, just when it's best... he's going to ask him what burning planets feels like, and if this is better yet.
And then there's the crushing guilt and enhanced psychological damage. Which is always much more fun than mere bruises.
They can't fight - Doctor wants that, Doctor likes that, knows how to handle that.
So the Master would clearly fuck him senseless just to keep him confused.
And wind him up at every available opportunity.
Because - and he's never going to admit this, even to himself - he might, maybe, possibly, have found someone that understands. The Master ran away. And maybe, if he hurts the Doctor bad enough, he'll find a way to punish him enough...
They changed places for that one crucial moment. Ran and killed. And neither of them knows how to live with it. And both know the other *does*, the other always has, because that's just what they do. But to really understand it, use it, learn from each other... it's a matter/antimatter thing. They're pretty much going to annihilate each other first.
... and somewhere in my head they do so very prettily...
What does the Doctor want, really? Why is it he's willing to bind himself to that life for the Master? The Doctor's the one that runs away... except that one time he can't forget, or forgive himself for. And he might go as far as admitting the Master is the only one in the universe who could understand what he did. The only one in the universe who could forgive him.
The Master, being the Master, will not.
But he thinks the Doctor wants something else from him. The Doctor did a very, very bad thing. He wants him to tell him all about it. He's got an audience now who'll *appreciate* it. And then... well, who else in the universe could punish him *enough*?
You know the masochist-sadist joke - masochist wants "hurt me" so sadist says "No."
The Master's not going to hurt him. Not the obvious ways. Not now he knows what he really wants.
He's going to make sure he has fun. And then, just when he's enjoying it, just when it's best... he's going to ask him what burning planets feels like, and if this is better yet.
And then there's the crushing guilt and enhanced psychological damage. Which is always much more fun than mere bruises.
They can't fight - Doctor wants that, Doctor likes that, knows how to handle that.
So the Master would clearly fuck him senseless just to keep him confused.
And wind him up at every available opportunity.
Because - and he's never going to admit this, even to himself - he might, maybe, possibly, have found someone that understands. The Master ran away. And maybe, if he hurts the Doctor bad enough, he'll find a way to punish him enough...
They changed places for that one crucial moment. Ran and killed. And neither of them knows how to live with it. And both know the other *does*, the other always has, because that's just what they do. But to really understand it, use it, learn from each other... it's a matter/antimatter thing. They're pretty much going to annihilate each other first.
... and somewhere in my head they do so very prettily...
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Date: 2007-07-05 12:40 am (UTC)