Tired Now

Mar. 5th, 2020 09:28 pm
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Dancing and shopping achieved
but I very much ran out of go
and my standing on one leg did Not work today
apparently I looked like an ostrich in distress
not elegant.

I forgot to eat so this is no a mystery.
It's annoying when it's that simple though.

But food is in the microwave so a fix is in progress.
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Did the dancing successfully
and it was costume day today
so I got to wear a cape :-D

... I realise all days are cape days if you feel like it, but still.

Turns out I and the teacher both shop at Sainsburys and bought the same costume
so I swapped the hat for a headband from morrisons with a sparkly veil on
which also dances better

there are photos but they will be on the class facebook

I was still wearing a black hat under the headband, because me, so the final effect is distinctive

also I got to wear the long gloves with the sparklies on
which are for special occasions too.

I have a small chocolate from a cauldron around here somewhere, so that's fun as well.


... less fun was I kicked the vacuum cleaner in the hall on accident and the whole little toe side of that foot is like Nope so I had to rebalance on the big toe side to do the dancing and now many places are feeling it, but that worked pretty okay.



Shopping worked, except no five beans snap pots, and no quorn mince.

I did get Good Omens :-D



So now I know what I'll be doing this weekend.



Excellent day.

And now back to the NationStates zombie game...
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The Idiot's Lantern isn't as bad as I remember.
It suffers from being after the tear your heart out ones but going all shallow again.
The Wire being all Hungry doesn't suck. Well, does suck, but in a theoretically reasonably creepy way.
It's weird equating face with personal identity, but okay.
I just hate the last minute so much I end up remembering it all as awful. Read more... )

So, episode is fine, ending makes me very angry.




But I just watched that while I ate, having done shopping and dancing successfully :-)

Read more... )
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I do not like the current dance. Too many quick weird moves. But I went and I am learning and I only took two more breaks than everyone else but mostly because drink breaks are good.

Shopping was also achieved. I wore my newish yellow dress and today I found the same one only red, so now I have two out of three Star Trek colors, though the shades aren't precise. I already know I like this dress so is good.

Now I am Most Tired. But that was an okay evening.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
did dancing, did shopping
did not do eating before I went out, so that's not my fav feeling
but all good now.

Oz and Rory

May. 9th, 2019 09:21 pm
beccaelizabeth: animated: Oz from Buffy the vampire slayer, looking at a piece of paper, then up at viewer, puzzled. (Oz)
Today's dancing and shopping was achieved. On the way home I thought I'd left my gloves there but they were in the bag instead. So that was okay.

My exciting life.

This morning I dreamed I was at a convention with my two long term boyfriends, Oz from Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Rory the Roman from Doctor Who. Werewolf dating a plastic man, kind of makes sense, he can't turn him. I think I had magic? I usually do. Either that or we just went to science fiction conventions together. We were at one of our regular events and some young men caught up with Oz and one said Oz was his dad. Which was plausible, in dream, because Oz had been a wild man in the 90s. ... we were making all these werewolf jokes in front of the mundanes, obviously we were hilarious. And then someone wanted to talk to me, and he looked like thirty, so I was all "... does future me learn time travel?" And he was blinky and said no. Which is a suspicious answer, if you think about it.

As plots go it had the standard for me thing where the fire alarm goes off and everyone has to use the stairs which is clearly a challenging disaster. But I feel it had more interesting plot elements in there. What with a two thousand year old soldier-nurse dating a werewolf and a possibly-witch.

Kind of don't want to steal Oz and Rory from their canon endings though.
Except it's kind of weird that plastic Rory and human Rory are the same guy? Like, he's a copy, and then they reboot from memories, so it would make just as much sense to end up with two of him. But that would be sad. Unless he has a whole bunch of people he made friends with along the way.
... because living that long just to guard a box full of potential alive/dead girlfriend is... odd.
The kind of odd you can absolutely work with in a Buffy context though.



So I woke up and then got diverted thinking about who all else I'd invite to my castle and/or science fiction convention, but now I'm wondering how we were well known enough that people knew to look for us at an event. There's another Rory that could be on the guest of honor lists, but I don't know what Roman Rory would do. ... now I'm thinking stunts... heh...


Dancing is tiring but I have apple pastries to eat. My evening is good.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
Dancing worked pretty well, but I had random ow so I ended up grumpier. We learned the dance to the end though. So now I just have to get the hang of it.

Shopping worked but I am frustrated of the protein options lately. There are many more vegan proteins but most do not have microwave instructions and they are not in ready meals, so I don't know what to do with them. If I had any cook skill at all I'm sure they'd be helpful though.

pretty okay day.
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I went dancing, skipped shopping because delivery yesterday, and got a pizza on the way home
which I just finished eating, which makes this an excellent day.

The fog on the way home was *not excellent*
like at one point there's a wall of white and maybe two catseyes showing and the driver is like
well the satnav says the road is straight.

... then they started talking about these being the worst driving conditions they've ever driven in.

... we were on the A47 and i had no alternate plan so I was just all locked with tension and staring very hard.

I hope next time we figure out it is bad to drive before the actual driving part.


... but dancing was fun, even if I dont know the dances after the long break, and pizza was good.
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Dancing was Outside today.

Which means the floor is all rough and variable, and there's almost no space, so backing up means backing into the road bit. I know we're on school grounds and it's just a drive to a car park, but there were two cars, and I do not like it.

Also it is harder to remember the dance when your feet so not trust the floor and you have to keep watch for cars.

I know it was hot, but I dislike this solution, especially since the sound was all wrong and the air made my throat hurt from all that green outsideness.

But we did a bunch of learnings and we did the dance where we step forwards and back into the gaps in the line and there were indeed gaps in the line. So we win at dancing.

Sainsburys shopping was good, Asda no longer has five alive in their website, and I can't find anywhere else at all at all to buy it. Big sulk. But I have a bunch of Ribena so I guess that will have to do for the rest of ever.

I'm actually in a pretty good mood but that's cause I filed the sulking away on the way to the next thing. Which is a useful skill.

Hope everyone had nice days.
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I went to dancing again :-)
we have reached the end of the dance!
... this is not functionally equivalent to 'we have learned a whole new dance' due to the it with getting lost and zigging when zag is required, but *in theory* we have reached the end of a whole new dance!

So that is fun :-)

Also we are learning a second dance but the teacher got her lefts and rights mixed up and then tried again and then my feets had things all backwards, even including the bit I already knew. So. Not quite there yet.

ASDA continues not to have my juice. Boo.

But Sainsburys continues to have many foods. Not my vegetables today, because they were on special offer, but that just means if I run out of one sort I'll have to eat the other. I have many foods and I remembered the hand wash and I stared at many things.

Exciting.

Thursday achieved.
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Every time I read something about cultural appropriation I start thinking
maybe going to Bollywood dance lessons with only one asian person, who is not the teacher, is kind of tacky
and I conclude
yes, yes it is
but I'm going to keep going anyway because it's the only sort of exercise I've ever been able to stick with,
and other dancing involves like looking at each other and holding hands and stuff.
which, no.
so.

Like, I'm not saying my need for exercise make it somehow shiny
I'm just going to go.

this is an unsatisfying conclusion
which is why I have this thought loop a lot.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
I did dancing, including attempting to learn part of a dance a lot more quickly than usual, and I got quite a lot of it. I like dancing :-)

And then there was shopping. Not enough juices so I substitued ribena, which maybe might work. But Sainsburys has new clothes season sales, so I got another nice plain black top for half price, and it was already pretty cheap.

Also I bought Rogue One, though it was sold out in its right place on the shelf, because someone had put one where Game of Thrones ought to be. Also there were many on a display later, but I thought finding it was funny.



... my life so fascinate...

I like Thursdays
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
I went to dancing lessons again. Today there were Many of people so I couldn't stand in my usual spot and ended up in front of the reflecting surfaces so I could see me dancing. I do not look like I think I look. And I do not like watching me dancing, then I'm watching and not dancing. But I did the dances more or less correctly, so that part was nice.

Then there was shopping, but in reverse order because the A47 was closed so we had to go the back way past ASDA. I don't know how long it usually takes to do all the things but today it took 3.5 hours, which was at least half an hour more than I wanted to be awake.

I woke up at midnight and have had only a couple hours sleep before the dancing. Not optimal.




I was thinking about Legends of Tomorrow, and in order for the writers to payoff the story they've set up, the saving the world at the end of the season has to
be Mick
being trusted
by the team
and by his partner, who he talks to and communicates with like he said before
and hopefully talks around into something approaching heroism
so they do Mick's plan that he thought of with his brain.

Whether or not he survives it rather depends on the writers attitudes to heroism and happy endings, so I am a teensy bit tense.

If they resolve it without those ingredients we will be grumpy. Because we will have had all these feels for Mick set up and then not paid off.

But that might happen, because you never know whose story writers think it is.



I'm also not optimistic on people getting their loved ones back, because while it is a time travel show kicked off by Rip wanting his loved ones back, it seems to be more about embracing time's arrow and moving on. Like with the Flash, bringing people back is not the desirable goal, being okay without them is instead.

But it's comics so plenty of people come back eventually, so I want my favourites, obviously.



Shall see really soon now.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
I had a nice Thursday with dancing but forgot to write it down, so here's a backdated entry.

There was a baby, being small and staring a lot. We must baffle babies often.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
Thursday almost worked.
I had to stop at Morrisons to get Ribena cause i ran out of drinks slightly before shopping hour.
And then there was an accident on the a47 and it went all jam for a while
so I got to dancing one quarter hour late.
I am not very good at remembering dances and cannot turn them around in my head if i start from a different place
but i have fun.

asda had twelve of five alive, yaay
and sainsburys had food, though setting out to refill my fridge only ended up with half a dozen items.
i need more varieties of meals.

but now i have apple pastry and all is :-)
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The thing that bugs me about dance is how gendered it can be. I mean, a song comes on, the DJ says girls on one side guys on the other, and even if he is clear we’re just choosing sides for the length of the song and anyone can stand anywhere, it’s still sides. I stay seated. Cause otherwise I’d be dancing somewhere in the middle.

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I went looking on youtube and I found

official vid of sort of dance we're trying to do
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9qfTdOQVcM Chammak Challo

video of actual people from dance class
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-eQ67fnZn8

and another one with a song I don't know
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnGLx1NamxU

I worry sometimes about cultural appropriation but it's a sort of dance which so far I can so, so, is fun.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
I can do the dance to Twist and also the new dance we been working on since I turned up and I don't crash in to anyone and I mostly remember it and for bonus points I didn't need any extra sittings down.

I now appear to have done something slightly painful to my... side above my hip? maybe? somewhere slightly vague that only happens when I do an improbable sort of turn and lift. lovely.

and shopping didn't work very well. Five of five alive is only okay because I have a reserve built up, and there was no apple pastry put aside, which I am disproportionately :( about. also I didn't get the bread I wanted because it wasn't there. and a few other bits like that. silly frustrations.

but i have plenty of foods, yaays.

and I did dancing and I'm getting okay at it :-)
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
thought I wrote this when I got home, but nope
today I went dancings :)
which would have worked better in a larger area but the teacher found out three hours before class that the drama studio she booked now has a stage set in the middle. so that was fun.

I almost half remembered the dance I learned like five years ago.
Also I wore my gloves so when there was unexpected hand grabbing it was only funny and not argh.

the route home is currently closed for roadworks so we got back like half an hour later than usual.
but I have my foods and drinks so that works out.

Dancing!

Sep. 8th, 2016 09:39 pm
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We went to Bollywood Dancings :-)
I have not been for aaaaaages, since August 2012 my tags says, because it moved and I stopped going in to college and I didn't have transport, but now I can get there again
and it is Fun.

... many parts creaky crackled that probably should not have, and there's no way I'll remember much of the dance for next week, but basically it is fun.

And I can go again later :-)
This having an employee again thing is most excellent.

dancing

Jun. 7th, 2012 09:57 pm
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I went to Bollywood Sparkles dancing lessons and learned more dance.
It's annoying, I'm better at it at the start than at the end. Or possibly I'm best at it on the second try. But by the end I'm all tired and my feet get muddled and my hands won't do all the things at once. And it's only an hour long!
I think I need to do more active things the other six days and twenty three hours of the week.

After we went to Sainsbury's because unlike Tesco they still have quorn food, and like Tesco they're on the way home. so I read all the packets and found food I can eat that can go in the microwave. Most of it is the same usual food but being actually available means it wins.

Now I have one cool bag with a polar bear and one with a penguin.
I feel like I should keep them at opposite ends of the kitchen or something.

bollywood

May. 17th, 2012 09:57 pm
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I went to dancing and it was fun :-)
... I had a dizzy and did sitting down dancing for the first bit, but they were going through all the dances we've ever done, for performance, so I wouldn't have remembered them all anyway.
Then I did standing up dancing for when we got to the dances we did recently.

they're going to do a lot of performances soon. They've got like all the weekends in a row for a while. I don't know. I don't do standing up in front of people even for dancing.
... actually, being first or only on the dance floor, I do do that, but it's different when you do it and call it a performance. or indeed when you do it with the lights on.

after we went to Pulse and I had vegan pizza with spinach and mushrooms. I like it. I didn't like the mediterranean vegetables version because you could never know what the next bite would be like, but the spinach and mushroom had a green layer and a mushroom layer and I like it.
they ran out of vegan ice cream though. sad.
but cheaper.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
I went to dancing again.
I did all three of the dances and didn't crash into anyone.
also I possibly did most of the moves mostly right.
I am imprecise.
but dancing is fun.

they said today is Holi and everyone can has colors. They had powders. Not for throwing though, because clothes and unexpected, but for smudging on faces. So everyone got colors. But I did not get colors because experience suggests I'm probably allergic to them and then I go bright red for much longer than intended. But it's cool, there's colors and it is nice.

then I went to Tesco and now I have food.
but I'm all sleepy so I'll probably sleep instead.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
I went dancing again and it was fun :-)
I didn't crunch any people.
These dances get harder.
I can do copying much better than remembering, and when we all have to do slightly different things it is harder.
But still fun.
beccaelizabeth: my Watcher tattoo in blue, plus Be in red Buffy style font (Default)
Went to do dancing. It cheers me right up. Even though I'm really quite bad at it. I can copy, but when we're supposed to remember, not so very much. Also I opt out of the parts with the spinning around because my basic aim for the lesson is to not crash into anyone. So, we did one dance I mostly didn't know that involved quite a lot of spinning, and then we started a new dance. This time I know who the song is by and stuff, Akon, Chammak Challo. Apparently we will be learning something quite a lot like the movie. I have watched a video on YouTube. If we learn all that I'll be most impressed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDpRD0oZFUE

Usually we wear a lot more than the people on YouTube. Is quite shiny though.

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