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Jun. 15th, 2017 09:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beccaelizabethDancing was Outside today.
Which means the floor is all rough and variable, and there's almost no space, so backing up means backing into the road bit. I know we're on school grounds and it's just a drive to a car park, but there were two cars, and I do not like it.
Also it is harder to remember the dance when your feet so not trust the floor and you have to keep watch for cars.
I know it was hot, but I dislike this solution, especially since the sound was all wrong and the air made my throat hurt from all that green outsideness.
But we did a bunch of learnings and we did the dance where we step forwards and back into the gaps in the line and there were indeed gaps in the line. So we win at dancing.
Sainsburys shopping was good, Asda no longer has five alive in their website, and I can't find anywhere else at all at all to buy it. Big sulk. But I have a bunch of Ribena so I guess that will have to do for the rest of ever.
I'm actually in a pretty good mood but that's cause I filed the sulking away on the way to the next thing. Which is a useful skill.
Hope everyone had nice days.
Which means the floor is all rough and variable, and there's almost no space, so backing up means backing into the road bit. I know we're on school grounds and it's just a drive to a car park, but there were two cars, and I do not like it.
Also it is harder to remember the dance when your feet so not trust the floor and you have to keep watch for cars.
I know it was hot, but I dislike this solution, especially since the sound was all wrong and the air made my throat hurt from all that green outsideness.
But we did a bunch of learnings and we did the dance where we step forwards and back into the gaps in the line and there were indeed gaps in the line. So we win at dancing.
Sainsburys shopping was good, Asda no longer has five alive in their website, and I can't find anywhere else at all at all to buy it. Big sulk. But I have a bunch of Ribena so I guess that will have to do for the rest of ever.
I'm actually in a pretty good mood but that's cause I filed the sulking away on the way to the next thing. Which is a useful skill.
Hope everyone had nice days.
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Date: 2017-06-16 12:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-06-16 01:32 am (UTC)... I suspect this phase is a bit boring for bystanders, but I was employing bystander, so that works out...
Then when the sulk thing has been chewed too many times, there are still other things to notice. Being in a car really helps. Because there are windows and things outside of them and we drive the same way every week but see slightly different things. I like things that are same and different in pleasing proportions.
... if you did not mean to ask, and just wanted to say this unsulking bit is difficult, yep, yes, that it is.
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Date: 2017-06-16 01:38 am (UTC)"Being distracted" is a good solution indeed, but it can't always work. "Vent it out" is not good in my case because I can go 20 years complaining about the very same things :(
Things of pleasing proportions and new things distract me, but then I return to the old neuron groove somehow. Sigh. Meditation used to work, a little, but haven't in literal years. I need to find that place again.
That was today's TMI, and now the weather :)