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My brain is just not a comfy place.
Everything is Wrong but nothing is in fact wrong so this is not external or fixable. Except maybe by meditating. And waiting it out.
Yesterday I declared a Blanket Day because I, well, stayed under my blanket pretty much all day.

I can't have another Blanket Day in a row, and also it is Cleaner Day. So I've done teh Cleaner Day tasks, except for vacuum cleaning, because I already feel like the sky is falling and it's just difficult and awkward.

But I will do vacuum cleaning. Because it is Cleaner Day. So things will get Clean.



I have a whole stack of thoughts lined up about Buffy season 5 but they're staying somewhere behind the whole... impending apocalypse fear. *sigh*

I found myself getting really, really angry at the end of season 5. Because really? Heroic sacrifice? Again? ( Read more... )

... I'm angry because they swapped in a giving up when there should be a woman taking up her own power.

I know heroic sacrifice has a long and storied tradition to back it up, but it's just... ( Read more... )

This is good stuff.

I just... I get angry now that there's no better stuff.