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today I do not hurt as much as I expected
I kind of don't hurt
just everywhere that moves me around is sort of extra very present.


but dancing is plenty fun.
so I look forward to next week.

tired

whenever I find a place that seems full of interesting story
and is not fandom
I try reading a thing at random
and get one or more of the Big Warnings (usually underage noncon)
and decide all over again to just stick to fanfic.

I mean with AUs you have all the genres all the time, and things are actually tagged, so if you didn't want to be really upset before you fully woke up you don't have to be.

mainstream science fiction thinks it is being Clever and Edgy and so much of the time it's just, like, mentioning bad stuff happens, and really, we know. we. know. enough already. move on and have an actual idea.