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Reruns are so frustrate/sad - they always end the same way, however much you yell at the characters.
... but I'm rewatching because the new stuff kept on being unexpectedly triggerful and a different sort of no fun.

I either need to watch happy ending stuff - which is difficult when you're a villain fan, even Spike got a debatable - or I need to write.

... because your own characters, it is well known, always listen...

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Today I got distracted by sewing patterns.
I can't sew, I gave up because fed up of attaching things to fingers, but I'm quite fed up of clothes shopping every week all year and still not having things that fit both me and the weather.
But even patterns seldom have arms. Though presumably you can find one pattern for sleeves that fit and then just make a lot of those.

I couldn't find goth fabrics neither. I don't know where the clothes shops found dagger patterns but I wants them. Also I wants more of the magic fabric that is in the one best dress, but in different colors or patterns maybe.

Clothes are frustrating.

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I have cut down the cardboard whatsit (pelmet?) that was above the window since last century.
I already regret it.
It is gold (sweet wrapper) and blue (glass drops) and interesting shapes I printed and little lettering in the style of stained glass, and I've always rather liked it, which makes sense since I made it.

But it was held up with sellotape and tiny nails, has been sagging through two decades, and was in the way of doing anything at all reasonable with the window treatment.
Moving it is the only way to put curtains up. So. It is moved.

But I'm putting it back up just as soon as I figure out how.