so that was unproductive
Oct. 14th, 2011 03:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beccaelizabethSo, I missed college for the day.
And people kept waking me up doing daytime things.
And now someone just knocked on the door for something. I told them go away. Hopefully it wasn't something that is bad to tell to go away. But anyone that is supposed to be here is supposed to make an appointment, because I know if I'm woken up I'll tell them go away. On the plus side, did not swear this time.
Honestly, is it so very difficult to use the phone, or at least the door phone? People turning up at my flat door gives me the creeps.
So, anyway, class finished half an hour ago and I neither turned up nor did the message to say I wouldn't turn up. That's rude. But I was planning to go in at lunch time if I couldn't get sleep before morning lessons. Except it turns out that when half asleep I try and weigh up the benefits of going to class, I end up thinking, it's only 90 minutes. It will take me that long to get up, plus another hour to get there, and similar to get home. How is all that worth it for 90 minutes? Which is roughly why I haven't been dancing since it stopped being after lessons. The cost/benefit has been working fine for three hour lessons, two hour lessons were less fun but there was always the library, but now there's 90 minutes of lessons and 30 of watching the other students bugger off home I apparently can't get over the motivation hump. I wake up, I'm cold, tired, shaky, feeling sick, and that's just a normal day. Motivation is hard to come by.
... I'm kind of annoyed at me and embarrassed now. I feel I should have gone in. Even if it was only three hours sleep by then.
So according to the module outline this was the end of the poetry block and next week is the Victorian Novel block. I have to read The Woman In White. All the rest of it. For next week.
Lovely.
I'm going to miss the poetry. Even though I didn't like the poetry. At least bits of it were short.
And people kept waking me up doing daytime things.
And now someone just knocked on the door for something. I told them go away. Hopefully it wasn't something that is bad to tell to go away. But anyone that is supposed to be here is supposed to make an appointment, because I know if I'm woken up I'll tell them go away. On the plus side, did not swear this time.
Honestly, is it so very difficult to use the phone, or at least the door phone? People turning up at my flat door gives me the creeps.
So, anyway, class finished half an hour ago and I neither turned up nor did the message to say I wouldn't turn up. That's rude. But I was planning to go in at lunch time if I couldn't get sleep before morning lessons. Except it turns out that when half asleep I try and weigh up the benefits of going to class, I end up thinking, it's only 90 minutes. It will take me that long to get up, plus another hour to get there, and similar to get home. How is all that worth it for 90 minutes? Which is roughly why I haven't been dancing since it stopped being after lessons. The cost/benefit has been working fine for three hour lessons, two hour lessons were less fun but there was always the library, but now there's 90 minutes of lessons and 30 of watching the other students bugger off home I apparently can't get over the motivation hump. I wake up, I'm cold, tired, shaky, feeling sick, and that's just a normal day. Motivation is hard to come by.
... I'm kind of annoyed at me and embarrassed now. I feel I should have gone in. Even if it was only three hours sleep by then.
So according to the module outline this was the end of the poetry block and next week is the Victorian Novel block. I have to read The Woman In White. All the rest of it. For next week.
Lovely.
I'm going to miss the poetry. Even though I didn't like the poetry. At least bits of it were short.