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Feb. 16th, 2015 05:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beccaelizabethToday I am so bored
yet from Thursday evening I will have so many things to do.
Redemption convention
http://www.conventions.org.uk/redemption/
206 adult members today, though a couple of people on the mailing list just said they'd not make it.
on the one hand, I'm excited, because this convention was fun the last couple of times I went.
on the other hand, it has been years since I was in a room with that many people and trying to talk
even without knowing how many people that is I can say this
because I have not interacted with other humans very much for a really long time now.
college lessons finished at the end of 2012, more than two years ago, and I hadn't really been going to them that semester anyway. I've barely been getting to the science fiction group since then. Last year's sum total of social evenings out was 7. Seven. seven times I interacted with other humans at all. plus two convention weekends.
I am a hermit and this was not the plan.
so I will try and be interactive for a weekend despite being woefully out of practice.
... or, possibly, I will curl up in a corner and hide under my hat. that's a thing that can happen also.
what if my head is empty again?
that would be less fun than having actual conversations.
I should also pack. I don't got costumes, at least not any planned, there's always the chaos costuming. I reckon I'll bring the comfy trousers and some t-shirts and call it done.
Today I contacted people to see if things are doing the helpful progress thing, and they probably are, but the earliest we will know is two more weeks. So I have marked two more weeks away on my calendar and will not bother anyone again before then. So now I have nothing to do except wait and see.
Which is clearly the easiest part.
... :eyeroll: ...
I shall go think of something to do.
yet from Thursday evening I will have so many things to do.
Redemption convention
http://www.conventions.org.uk/redemption/
206 adult members today, though a couple of people on the mailing list just said they'd not make it.
on the one hand, I'm excited, because this convention was fun the last couple of times I went.
on the other hand, it has been years since I was in a room with that many people and trying to talk
even without knowing how many people that is I can say this
because I have not interacted with other humans very much for a really long time now.
college lessons finished at the end of 2012, more than two years ago, and I hadn't really been going to them that semester anyway. I've barely been getting to the science fiction group since then. Last year's sum total of social evenings out was 7. Seven. seven times I interacted with other humans at all. plus two convention weekends.
I am a hermit and this was not the plan.
so I will try and be interactive for a weekend despite being woefully out of practice.
... or, possibly, I will curl up in a corner and hide under my hat. that's a thing that can happen also.
what if my head is empty again?
that would be less fun than having actual conversations.
I should also pack. I don't got costumes, at least not any planned, there's always the chaos costuming. I reckon I'll bring the comfy trousers and some t-shirts and call it done.
Today I contacted people to see if things are doing the helpful progress thing, and they probably are, but the earliest we will know is two more weeks. So I have marked two more weeks away on my calendar and will not bother anyone again before then. So now I have nothing to do except wait and see.
Which is clearly the easiest part.
... :eyeroll: ...
I shall go think of something to do.