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Feb. 17th, 2016 04:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beccaelizabethThings I planned to do today: receive delivery food, clean dishwasher and washing machine, go to science fiction group.
Things I am actually doing today: receive delivery food, clean dishwasher and washing machine, sit here trying to slow my breathing and get my shoulders down from around my ears.
... I guess I'm not being social today. I mean, I have a couple of hours, but... *sigh*
It was easier when it was the AS Women's group first. I would get a text to remind me what day it was, and another on the day to say if I was going, and I would text back and say yes, and they would maybe text and say yaay. And they meet at the library. I can go to the library and still have a thing to do if nobody else goes. And it was much earlier in the day, so it would be light much more.
I guess I could start making the science fiction group easier by emailing to ask if it's still on the same weeks/days/times.
It's still going to be the most difficult thing though. Late night at the pub, taxi home? Most difficult.
Things I am actually doing today: receive delivery food, clean dishwasher and washing machine, sit here trying to slow my breathing and get my shoulders down from around my ears.
... I guess I'm not being social today. I mean, I have a couple of hours, but... *sigh*
It was easier when it was the AS Women's group first. I would get a text to remind me what day it was, and another on the day to say if I was going, and I would text back and say yes, and they would maybe text and say yaay. And they meet at the library. I can go to the library and still have a thing to do if nobody else goes. And it was much earlier in the day, so it would be light much more.
I guess I could start making the science fiction group easier by emailing to ask if it's still on the same weeks/days/times.
It's still going to be the most difficult thing though. Late night at the pub, taxi home? Most difficult.