urgh, dreams

[beccaelizabeth]

I was having an ordinary boring dream when the characters kind of stopped, looked at Jack O'Neill, and me, and Jack's new kid, and Jack and me and the kid, and were like hmmmmmm
and Jack was all grins and yeah, that's my baby mother, isn't our kid the cutest?
which, in itself, okay
but why would his friends not know this?
clearly I wasn't around
so that dream segued neatly into one explaining why I wasn't around
which involved explaining all the reasons I suck
to a ten year old
who was sad his mum didn't like him.

So now I feel like I suck epically
and am also sad that I have no babies
even though it is perfectly logical to have no babies.

I think I'm going back to bed and declaring a do over.