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[beccaelizabeth]

It is really awkward sometimes fancying women
because there is so much media - so much - that conflates
'posed attractively' and 'awkward, vulnerable, face somewhere between doesn't want to be here and dead eyed checked out gone'

I mean there's a lot of pretty women in the world
(so many, so awesome)
but sometimes I feel like I'm somehow adding to background slime levels by even noticing.

Which possibly has a lot to do with why most of my favourite pictures have women wearing 'men's' clothes and/or carrying weapons
or looking at you like they're going to murder you and you're going to like it
... which really ought to be kind of a weird niche interest.