May. 27th, 2006

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I had a long, complicated set of dreams today. Read more... )
So there was like this moral debate about lifeguard logic and fireman logic (save yourself even at the expense of who you are holding so you have the strength to save them, and take a team in to save one life because that is what you choose and long term more lives are saved than lost) and how they applied to this really wonky setup.

And I want to set the problem up and come up with some answers, because its like getting interupted in the middle of an argument now, with the waking up when I did.


It was sort of post apocalyptic and only the really strange people seem to have survived, which is fun. Also, everyone was really pretty, and there was lots of mystical sex, and then I think we would have ended up ruling the world, or at least the northern hemisphere. Which would have been pretty cool.


With this as my average night's dreams, is a wonder I ever wake up feeling rested.
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I'm currently trying to figure out if things are getting more boring or if I'm just more bored.
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So all this reading is just input. Like... I'm getting the reading equivalent of fat, because all eating and never moving.



So logically, to make world less boring, I should do the reading equivalent of getting up and dancing. Which means, should write.


But. Writing remains sort of frustrating. I mean you can write about changing the world, but only very small parts of the world get changed, you know? And there is lots of dumb in the world.


If nothing we do matters, then all that matters is what we do.

But the doing it many times to no effect is... What leads to grand gestures like NFA, I guess.

Women's work, traditionally, needs to be done every day. I'm not very good at that kind of work. No motivation.


This is why I end up with plans like 'win lottery, make movie'. Because big splash of a thing done.

Bet I'd still get sulky about how the world isn't changed though.
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The Confidential yet again told us how to feel about the episode.
This continues to annoy.

And yet I found the confidential far more interesting than the episode, what with talking about Quatermass and that.

Episode itself Read more... )

okay, I started the day whiney, and I remain whiney about this ep.

And confidential said Read more... )

I miss Jack.
And Mickey.

How long til we get rid of Rose?

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