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I keep on not updating here because nothing much happens. But I have been awake since half three because nightmare (started as being only regular hands person in a cartoon no little finger world, so everyone knew I was from another universe and experiments were mentioned, ended with everyone disabled and still superheroes, so had good points, but the bit with Tony Stark slowly losing mind and memory is never fun) (still better than yesterday nightmare)
so I'm trying to think of interesting things to say instead.

I keep on playing minecraft even though I'm not sure it is interesting. You'd think if it was boring I'd stop and do something else, but there are so many something elses in the game I end up poking a different corner to see if that was interesting instead.

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I keep trying to read and getting a few pages and putting it down again.

and i had every intention of watching a movie for some days now but so far have not.

so. bit boring around here.



hence the lack of writing.



also i need to find more people that actively use their DW and then interact with them. tumblr kind of trains you to stare at the pretty and maybe reblog it, but it's not very interactive, somehow. DW used to be better. LJ used to be better but is now a ghost town, at least where I can see it with no login. empty is boring.

but I'm being boring too.


maybe I can be being asleep instead.

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Today was Cleaner Day and I achieved necessary tasks correctly
apart from vacuuming, but I'm waiting on new tech, and also really dont like the noise.

I'm also not keen on the inside of my own head, which is further to the panic side than usual. ugh.

Also today mum took away the wall shelves. Which is making me sad, but I sent them away because I have no use for them and simply having been made by dad to hold our baby food doesnt make them fit in my flat now. Mum will probably send them to same charity as took the piano away, where they will be of use to someone. But I have no wall space they would fit on, so they ceased to be of use to me. I used them for a couple of decades but have more shelves now. So they are gone.

... this is not easy, even though it is logical.

I still have things that were dad's. Books, mostly. Many, many, many books, and a multi decade collection of Analog. I just can't keep the things that don't work for me any more.

It'll be like the piano and I'll appreciate the space a lot more than I miss the object.

But if I had more space I'd probably keep it longer, so that's a bit sad.

ugh, feelings.



I played more minecraft and figured out how to use a bucket to turn lava into obsidian. Also got really lost underground a lot. And made a lot of gravel fall down so going back the way I had arrived ceased to be possible.

... I'm still not sure the game is interesting?

but it does fill time.



Second load of laundry for the day is almost done. first is hanging up because everything ended up inside the duvet cover and wasn't really dry. laundry is frustrating.


after that, I have been awake since three, so I think I'll go sleep.

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Just read a thing from the latest episode about Reverse Flash and Earth X.
Ugh. No longer interested in that guy.