Still in the box.
Dec. 13th, 2011 11:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beccaelizabethThe place that maybe wanted to swap flats with me now no longer wants to swap flats with anyone.
So, that's one decision not happening then.
Back to applying for flats every week and being a couple dozen back in the queue and never getting anywhere.
There's only another year at college though, after that I might not even stay in Norwich.
I mean, I will, because I'm not big on change, but there's no rule that says I have to.
I don't know what I'm doing after college.
At all.
I try and imagine it and... blank screen.
I could try studying some more.
I looked up Theology degrees, because studying stuff that says it has answers might be nice.
Apparently they're easier to get funding for as a second degree, and lots of people do it that way.
I'm kind of fed up of studying stories that we then analyse for all the ways people suck.
Maybe it would be more fun to study texts that are more about how people are cool.
Except I'm not sure what subject area would really cover that.
I try and think of what to do with the rest of my life and come up with F&SF plots.
Not writing them, just as the only things that ever spring to mind.
It's kind of unhelpful.
So, that's one decision not happening then.
Back to applying for flats every week and being a couple dozen back in the queue and never getting anywhere.
There's only another year at college though, after that I might not even stay in Norwich.
I mean, I will, because I'm not big on change, but there's no rule that says I have to.
I don't know what I'm doing after college.
At all.
I try and imagine it and... blank screen.
I could try studying some more.
I looked up Theology degrees, because studying stuff that says it has answers might be nice.
Apparently they're easier to get funding for as a second degree, and lots of people do it that way.
I'm kind of fed up of studying stories that we then analyse for all the ways people suck.
Maybe it would be more fun to study texts that are more about how people are cool.
Except I'm not sure what subject area would really cover that.
I try and think of what to do with the rest of my life and come up with F&SF plots.
Not writing them, just as the only things that ever spring to mind.
It's kind of unhelpful.
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Date: 2011-12-15 03:37 am (UTC)My freshman philosophy course didn't leave me with a lot of hope for Theology. I burned out pretty fast on medieval philosophers musing about what they think God is.
no subject
Date: 2011-12-15 07:30 am (UTC)*sigh*