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beccaelizabethI'm up, I'm dressed, and I'm up to 'urgh, I feel ill. what if I'm really ill this time? urgh.' in the ritual of trying to leave the house.
I should have taken that lift. Granted, travel sick would have happened, but I had not factored in to the calculations that it happens anyway when nervous enough.
Urgh.
Have packed clothes and also more clothes. Have backpack of reading, drinks and snacks. Also my clock and lots of new batteries. Have decided which coat and cardigan and waterproof combination to wear. Have done this exact same journey before. Many times.
... still urgh.
Am going to attempt to eat. Then at 0915 I'll go out and catch the 0935 bus. I have decided.
(urgh)
I should have taken that lift. Granted, travel sick would have happened, but I had not factored in to the calculations that it happens anyway when nervous enough.
Urgh.
Have packed clothes and also more clothes. Have backpack of reading, drinks and snacks. Also my clock and lots of new batteries. Have decided which coat and cardigan and waterproof combination to wear. Have done this exact same journey before. Many times.
... still urgh.
Am going to attempt to eat. Then at 0915 I'll go out and catch the 0935 bus. I have decided.
(urgh)