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Dec. 2nd, 2014 01:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beccaelizabethToday I have the sort of grumpy where my face is making a frown even when I tell it to stop it
and I'm so tense I'm practically curled up in a ball
this isn't because cleaner day, or even because waking up for cleaner day, because I just was awake a lot anyway.
... the squeak noise the vacuum cleaner makes, which I have been fully planning on fixing for quite a few weeks now, is not helping.
... and then the little rainbow flag from pride started waving on its own, probably because vacuum cleaner, so then I was a bit :-)
It's annoying when a mood isn't because. Because can be dealt with, at least in theory. Moods just kind of happen.
Meditation helps though.
ah, silence. well, lack of vacuum cleaner, which is near enough.
Cleaner day is stressful.
But I have 7 whole books I haven't even read yet, and 3 more that I read but they're bought new, so that's like a whole xmas of books sitting right here.
And it is Apple Thing Day, the food is in the cupboard ready, and I can eat it whenever I want.
So on balance I'm winning.
Also the house is clean and smells nice (and of apples) (because cleaner wipes happen in the best flavour smells).
Clearly the internet needs to know all this every week.
and I'm so tense I'm practically curled up in a ball
this isn't because cleaner day, or even because waking up for cleaner day, because I just was awake a lot anyway.
... the squeak noise the vacuum cleaner makes, which I have been fully planning on fixing for quite a few weeks now, is not helping.
... and then the little rainbow flag from pride started waving on its own, probably because vacuum cleaner, so then I was a bit :-)
It's annoying when a mood isn't because. Because can be dealt with, at least in theory. Moods just kind of happen.
Meditation helps though.
ah, silence. well, lack of vacuum cleaner, which is near enough.
Cleaner day is stressful.
But I have 7 whole books I haven't even read yet, and 3 more that I read but they're bought new, so that's like a whole xmas of books sitting right here.
And it is Apple Thing Day, the food is in the cupboard ready, and I can eat it whenever I want.
So on balance I'm winning.
Also the house is clean and smells nice (and of apples) (because cleaner wipes happen in the best flavour smells).
Clearly the internet needs to know all this every week.
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Date: 2014-12-02 03:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-12-02 06:24 pm (UTC)*sends also to you*