Sleeped a lot

[beccaelizabeth]

The other day someone asked me how I was doing
and I was like
file not found

like suddenly I was actually thinking about it.

how AM I doing?
Am I doing?
... there seems to be a lot of not doing.

I mean today I did not technically sleep the clock around because I did wake up and eat etc a bunch of times, but the going back to sleep kept happening, so, here it is late Thursday and my main result is feeling slightly less exhausted.

(yesterday someone had to do a bunch of electrical testing in my house which takes hours and all is well but I got super extra tired after)

Also today people kept ringing things, like the door and the phone, and it wasn't even once for me, and I Was Asleep, and also the jumping out of bed to answer the door hurt my leg again (dont know what was up with that, Nice Walk this week wasn't very nice to one leg, feels fine almost all the time else)
and they were ringing every flat in turn and not waiting for an answer so it didnt even help to jump up
so ugh.

My watch says I got like ten hours sleep total it just somehow filled a lot more hours than that.

So how am I doing?

I... am doing okays?

but mostly not doing very much.



I think I need a Project. An actual output one.
It's difficult because the main stories in my head are
that super extra xover with every show in it where I am the main character and somehow Willow is the Big Bad and I get to be all Not Angry Just Disappointed about it? which I feel isn't quite the story the world needs, given Willow's categories, but which is so tangled up in layers of lore I'd have to reinvent that I don't quite see how to file serial numbers off it.
and
going over and over Wrath of teh Righteous with different Torchwood characters added to it.
... which is niche. and mostly in my head we're just finding the right equipment while I explain the world and then not much plot happens? I mean getting the world to provide the right equipment takes a lot of doings, but, not the kind of plot that ends up in stories.

But a project could happen.

Even if it's just me writing down the ideas.

Shall see.

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