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[beccaelizabeth]

So I think I slept like 14 hours? Except some of that involved waking up because people outside were loud. I don't know if there was actually screaming because I'd jerk awake all heart thumpy, drift right off, and then as soon as I'm just about asleep again, startle again. I never got awake enough to like open eyes or move. So it might just be me being all jumpy. Or, there could have been screaming as well as laughing last night and me being fail at helping. Not a fun thought.
I know I got up once to check my email but then I ran out of reason to be awake and went back to sleep.
I did that most of yesterday too.

I really need more life in my life.

As is my dreams were really messed up. I had a dream where SG1 wanted me to go adventuring with them but I broke down crying and explained, at length, my mental health history. And then it was shuttlepod running out of air time and I decided it was obvious who had to die for the greater good. And can I just get back to dreams where I'm running away from shooting? Please?

Oh, and then, I dreamed I was back at cemetery road, and my dad was undead, and following me around, and only fully there when I was alone, but I could hear him walking behind me all the time.

New. Dreams. Now.


I'm going to go write my script. Being stuck in a ship about to get splatted by floaty rocks is much less depressing. Also I know how to fix it.