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[beccaelizabeth]

old computers and old backups and old files give me anxiety
like what if parts are secretly not there?
just because I haven't opened that file sine 2010 doesn't signify

older things are worse
stuff from before 2000 straight up gives me panic attacks
because that was not a good era for me.

I'm sure there's a more rational way to deal with data than hoarding it
but i apparently don't have it in me.
so then i end up not looking at things because anxiety.

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[baronjanus]

sometimes it feels like an archaeological expedition, due to my complete lack of memory of the files