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Today I did a lot of nothing
and then
put
The Prodigy at Glastonbury
on the Sounds app and iPlayer.

I have a lot of complicated feelings now
because like
we live forever
but
we don't.

I should dance more.
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I have watched all the 11th Doctor, from fishfingers and custard to Trenzalore.
... so I've gone and made myself sad now.
It takes ages to make and ages of waiting to watch it all and on first broadcast there's a whole life going on around it and then
iplayer time
and it all just whooshes past.

Don't much like that particular whoosh.

Do very much still like the story.



Everything religious is super weird though.
Like someone is being Very Specific and weird.
The explanation for the Silence is very neat but theologically a right mess.

Also, comparing anything from this future religion stuff to, say,
Captain Jack Harkness,
he would mean ever so very different things with some of the same words.

I mean the stripping to distract people could just be him being
very religious.
Church time...


I liked the anniversary stuff and zygons too, mostly, but
a lot of things to do with the Doctor and women lately are just not very kind.

Still, the art and cunning plans and all was Excellent.
No More.
All 13.

The Curator is an idea that Big Finish ran with and the bigeneration arguably explains, which is neat.

And it's just good to see them.




I see a lot of complains on the internet about how the latest stories keep on referring to stuff that's from forty to sixty years ago, and yes, that's a long time since first broadcast, but
it's exactly the same number of button presses away, these days.
Multi Doctor stories aren't just indulgent, they're a path back along the iplayer to earlier incarnations and their seasons.

This does quite well at making me want to see them.



I think I shall continue watching forwards in order though.

It goes so fast.
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I have rewatched Doctor Who with 11 and Clara up through Name of the Doctor.
I say rewatched, but aside from remembering just enough images to be sure I watched before, they do feel new to me. I actually looked up my own review to see what I thought. I liked them very well the first time, and they are still solid stories, very enjoyable, and knowing what we know about the anniversary special they do stay on topic and click together in ways that wouldn't be obvious on first viewing. Topic and theme and mystery and answers. Rather well done.

So the not remembering is just my brain. It was my last year at college. Not my favourite, glad that's all done and dusted.

I like Clara better than I remember. She seems nice. She did a very big thing for the Doctor. And the kindness that sets her up for being someone who would, that has nothing to do with the Doctor being all sweep them off their feet, that is from the same place that has her looking after the kids and all. She's consistent and she makes sense. I remember her getting to be a bit... much, later, but I don't feel like that yet, which is nice. She did get three seperate intros that are all about making her memorable. The first two were, like, concentrated? Wowing us. The third when she sticks around unfolds at an easier pace. So I like her better now.

I liked Nightmare in Silver, but more as a collection of ideas than as what they actually did. The Emperor nobody recognises because they made the statues tall is an interesting role. Also a short actor on an SF show gets to play someone very much human. Improvement. I just didn't feel like the other characters were well done, like they'd only got a couple of panels each. But what caught my attention this time was the huge horrible thing done to end the war, and the Emperor who just sympathises with the guy who had to push the button.

Foreshadowing as most of the character moments, there.

Mr Clever was possibly not as well done. But the basic idea of the Doctor's face not having the Doctor behind it is solid. And actors always have fun with that one.


I have some feelings about how disabled people are being treated in this show, but the feelings keep on being sort of a bunch of squichy faces and wiggly hand gestures. Like there's a lot to unpack there, but.

I think I'd rather not.



The maths on people of color could also be better. Like I haven't sat down and checked but they might be running at 100% death scene again? Which is, oddly enough, a bit not good.
Also the suspicion that Strax reads even more badly if you read his skin color is... a thing.
And there's just a lot of very white episodes.

Many things have improved.

Journey to the Centre of the TARDIS had a lot of interesting though, like a quick tour of TARDIS parts to dream on, and a library where knowledge comes in bottles, and that one big highlighted book. A tree made of TARDIS DNA growing glowing egg circuits that can make anything. The swimming pool. And cracks in time that story falls through, not to be forgotten this time.

All lovely interesting stuff.

I hope it stays in my head this time.
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Couldn't sleep so I watched two more Doctor Who.
Cold War had me staring into space for a while afterwards because it turns out the idea of nuclear war is still a teensy tiny bit bothersome. I wasn't entirely impressed by the specifics though.
Hide was proper scary. I was watching it at four in the morning on a no sleep night so I was noticing it was proper scary and I maybe probably hadn't scheduled that well. But it is Doctor Who so it is family television scary, where you hide behind the sofa *but* it makes it okay again by the end. So it stuck the landing very well. I was pleased happy and not scared by the time it was time to turn the tele off.
I realised though that the technique it used, finally giving us a good look at them and a happy enough ending, was quite a lot of what I found unimpressive in Cold War. I disliked their design for the insides of the suit, so I felt it detracted from the episode. But pulling the scary away and showing us the person is the actual proper point of both of those. So I am enlightened.

Not exactly sleepy still but I'll have another go.
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Today the weather is Much Better, and I could go for a Nice Walk in the light rain and nice temperatures.
The rain appears to have stopped while I had a nap but the temperature remains.
I hope there is a decent amount of rain soon because the Ducks were in substantially less Pond than is traditional. They had a duck exclusive mud beach. Pond was still present but it looked, like, concentrated, or possibly stewed. That seems less than ideal for the ducks.

I have been watching more Doctor Who and have started on 11 and Clara, and I am ... actually sort of creeped out by how little of these I remember. Couple of images, major plot point, funny bit, but not the actual episodes. Which, great, I get new again Doctor Who, and these are solid stories. But, this is not how my brain usually works and it feels. Bad.

But plus point, I continue to enjoy Doctor Who.
I liked singing and storytelling as a solution.
And evil wifi as a problem, when the problem is connecting to strange networks. Modern fairy tale don't go in the woods.

Leaving my windows open is only having moderate impact on indoor temperatures so the specifically my flat bit of the world is still slightly having a heatwave.

But I quite like sitting in front of the fan watching Doctor Who, so that works out okays.
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I have finished rewatching 11 and the Ponds.
I still hate how the Ponds end. For one it makes no sense, and for a rather important other there are some behaviours that are just Always No. Instead we get them from the heroes on repeat, like it proves something. No. Hate it.
Live. It's the tricky bit.

That said, there were some chewy fascinating bits in all the previous episodes. Even River's perception of the Doctor's reaction to age makes a certain degree of sense. From her perspective, she gets older and he pulls away, so. It's a plausible read on a lot of his behaviour. But funnily enough it is not an interpretation I like, or one I find plausible currently, so, improvement.

I also like it that the Doctor got a lot older between episodes textually now. Several centuries to fill in there. Even if he has hopped planets in his counting, probably a long time. And he wanders off and makes new friends and brings them together, with dinosaurs. Lots of room for any adventure you can think of.



My flat is still Too Warm but there's only predicted to be one more day of this so it'll be fine. Blergh but fine.


And tomorrow I can watch whatever. Or listen. Or read.
Which is a lot cooler than my flat.
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Today I got the Sunday tasks done and the Ribena finally arrived, so I have liquids and will not run out in all this hot.

I watched more Doctor Who. Up through The Wedding of River Song.

... I just discovered there's a Magic card of that name
https://gatherer.wizards.com/WHO/en-us/349/the-wedding-of-river-song
and distracted me.

The thing with this rewatch is it has been just long enough that lots of bits keep surprising me, sometimes because I forgot them (clearly, way too long between watching), but sometimes because I knew it happened but didnt expect it to land there. Content without context in my head, but when the Doctor phoned the Brigadier I got surprised along with him again.

Series giving me many feelings.

Of course one of the feelings is the one where I realise what all this all would look like out of context, to someone watching for the first time ever, and it is Mad. Brilliant, but mad. Not just the ones where it all clicks together, all the time the stories are things you would see in Doctor Who and no one else is doing it like this.

I have seen many complains about the most recent seasons of DW, but I am pretty sure, still, no one else is doing it like this.

Nifty.



I am looking forwards to this weather getting better but apparently tomorrow is another hot one.

Still. Watching Doctor Who with the fan on is working nice.
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Today I rewatched the first episode of Mawdryn Undead, the one where we first meet Turlough, and he steals the Brigadier's car
and I noticed something even funnier about Turlough wearing a school uniform while he travels

the students aren't even wearing the same stuff.
It's not a uniform.
They're wearing suits with all the same tie and hat, but the suits can be grey brown blue black.

He just wears black.



I went back to watching 11 when I realised between the Slow and the picture quality I just don't have the patience for the classic stuff when it is this hot.


I still think it's a great intro for a character. Start with someone who doesn't want to be on the planet to the point he reckons he wouldn't mind the car crash killing him. Make him make a deal with Evil to Murder the main character. Show he can't get rid of it now he's said it.
Tea time family viewing at its best.
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I am not a fan of this weather. Sleeping through the hot bit is tempting but you wake up blergh. Also most bits are hot bits.

And with all the neighbours windows open we once again get to play
in pain or in fun
whenever I forget to put some white noise on.

I watched some more 11 and Ponds.
I think I would like to confiscate the words 'shut up', there are too many of them already and they make the story more boring.
Rory the Roman is a fascinating idea that Big Finish did not please me with. But then two thousand years of slightly crazy guy in your head is a difficult one to explore. She always hears him is such a window into that though.

River's story is all threaded through things and the christmas episode where the lady had one day left lands harder the more you think about it.
River in Big Finish did please me, and I have some more episodes to listen to whenever I am not lightly boiled.

Blergh, weather.
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I finished rewatching 11s first season.
The Ponds' wedding still makes me happy :-D
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I watched Hungry Earth / Cold Blood last night
and was struck again by
how very much
we do not predict the big ones.

Ten years into the future from 2010
so about 2020.

... it kind of works still, though, since it is grey enough to be early early, but also so small a setting. Like the piles of 'old' tech in the place they hide out in, once you've got a forgotten corner you can do what you like with it. And, adds a layer to reasons to wave themselves off...
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Today I am mostly sitting in front of a fan and watching 11 Amy Rory River. Only just finished Vampires in Venice. Pondering if I shall skip Amy's Choice. Probably should.

This weather is Not Pleasing and my flat's tendency to stay the same temperature for ages isn't lovely this time of year. If I win on the premium bonds I am getting somewhere I can put air con and solar panels in. Blergh.

Also if Sainsburys actually feels like delivering Ribena some time soon that would be lovely.



But today is pretty okay.

And there are many more episodes to enjoy.
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I had a really excellent realisation today
that made a story click together so neatly it made it look planned
which is always very nice

but

in order to convey it to an audience
I would somehow have to unpack and explain
the super mega crossover of doom
running in my head now
for decades
(probably for life, but I don't remember what toddler me was writing. probably it had more talking animals in it back then.)

So I do not currently see how to make that story emerge
but it was really neat in my head...
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I just rewatched Victory of the Daleks
and I do not have new thoughts about that right now
but
thinking about it in connection to events in the most recent Doctor Who episode
Read more... )
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Today was a number of small annoyances:
I put the bags out for the supermarket to put the delivery in, and someone took 2/3 of them, the nice ones,
and now I can't find samelike things to replace them with, so that is going to be annoying every shopping day.
The shopping arrived but in much smaller quantities than ordered, and this was a bonus order due to Sunday just not delivering any drinks.
And then when I went to get lunch I discovered the drinks had been damp not because chilled but because leaking, and now approximately 150ml of capri sun was sloshing around the door of my fridge.

That took several stages to sort out and I had to stop for lunch in the middle.

But on reflection in a glass half full way, my attempt to have cold drinks kept that 150ml off the hall carpet, so that on balance works out okays.


Blergh.

But I had a nice ice lolly and when I wipe the drinks down a bit better I have a choice of apple, pear, mango, or ribena, so that'll be lovely.


I also watched two Doctor Who episodes. I started 11 again from the beginning. I am not enjoying how everyone got younger when I wasn't looking but aside from that it remains fun.

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Today I accidentally spent all afternoon designing a character on Inevitable Excess.
I just sat down to see if something worked the way I thought and look at some feats while I waited for the shopping.
Then I tried making a new Legend and the build just didn't work in that order, or possibly at all.
So I started again.
One entire afternoon later I built something happy making
and pretty much exactly the same as the game I erased last weekend Read more... )

ANYway.
Shopping arrived long ago, at least the parts Sainsburys deigned to send, and I was going to take a day off from the game, so I guess I shall find something else to do.
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Today I finished the DLC with almost all achievements popped up
though I undid most of them immediately because a lot of them are mean.

The only achievement I didn't do yet is the one where you don't bring extra friends, just the three with lines. I don't see how that's doable on any reasonable difficulty level.

I was playing on a custom difficulty slightly below core because core kicks my butt too much.
I only sort of figured out the puzzles - however you're supposed to logic the levers without blowing yourself up my brain simply does not do so I blew up a lot until it told me the puzzle was solved. Yaay?
And I did the fiddly achievement but I would have got a lot more benefit out of it if I'd done it in reverse order, I pushed some things down that didn't do anything, just because they were there, but if I'd climed a wall and done things the opposite way around, much damage, very helpful.

So that was fun and the achievements went bing :-)



Of course then I started the next DLC with those characters right away. Basking in a sense of accomplishment feels like it is for people who didn't reload quite as often. But I did the first fight there and only needed to reload once when I realised it was Boss Fight Time.

I still don't think I've really got the hang of playing a magus but the stabby spells have a lot of potential so I continue to try and make it work.


But I should take at least a day off or I disappear into gaming land.
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Today I played the same levels of the same game I have been doing the other days, but this time I built the character so it at least slightly works, and looked up a guide to Achievements so I could do some of the unlikely ones.
... and immediately undo them. I don't think it is very nice when they have achievements for Read more... ) but it turns out some of the secret achievements hardly anyone does are unkind ones.

I think I am also on track to do a very fiddly achievement that needs getting right on every section of the DLC, so that's nice. Also trying to do things the fiddly way turned out to make the fighting parts a lot easier. Neat.

Also today I got some laundry done so on the whole I am feeling very accomplished.
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This week I have been mostly playing one of the DLC for Wrath of the Righteous
badly
on Core difficulty, where playing badly is not among the survivable options.

I am far enough along I do not want to start again but also far enough along I can see how I have borked my build entirely from the get go. Never played a Magus before, have got the wrong weapon and am making a mess of it. Currently surviving on cantrips and that's not sustainable.

I could start again, I could drop the difficulty, but at the moment I am playing the same fights over and over and over and wondering how I could be doing any better and getting stuck and having another go etc etc etc

And, eventually, noticing I am no longer having fun, and going away again.

Not a great way to play.

Also, doesn't give me much to talk about.

I did get two achievements for checking in all the corners for things, but it don't feel like progress when I know how many times I had to try the same fights to do it.



Then I stop playing and look at the actual real world news
and I really don't have anything to say at all at all.


So.


That's my week.
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Two adventures from the Monthly range with 6 and no regular companions.

Both of these are quite good, but today I wasn't concentrating well, so I often had to back up a minute when I realised I'd missed things, or pause things when I started inputting a character in Wrath of the Righteous (which didn't work out like I wanted because for some reason Mystic Theurge didn't work like I expected when input in that order). I couldn't keep my attention on just one thing at a time today, so I didn't give story the brain space it deserved.

Lure of the Nomad had the Doctor and a new companion arrive on an apparently deserted ship to answer a distress call, and then there's lots of running around finding things out and meeting the locals. Some of the locals are very unpleasant people, others are trapped, and one was an artist I thought the story might be making fun of but they seemed most sympathetic by the end. I didn't find it compelling but it did what it set out to do and had interesting corners in the ideas. I don't like the Myriad and have decided to believe they are lying or the future looks a but grim. It did a good twist, at least to me, and the Doctor got some good angst fuel. Pretty okay story.

Iron Bright was more interesting but also I was paying less attention. Not the fault of the story, I think. I was trying to figure out what spells to choose through much of the story, since getting a 40th level Legend statted takes ages. I thought I could do both but now I'm regretting not spending more brain on painting the story in my head. Excellent ideas, Read more... ) Lots of neat stuff. I should revisit the story some time I'm actually awake, alert, and focused.



I also finished listening to another Lost Story, Point of Entry with 6 and Peri, and I think it was quite good, but I also fell asleep listening to it twice and woke up to turn it off at some screamy bits and, also, empty the tumble dryer when it went beep. Probably not the story's fault this time, see also, didn't focus on the other adventures neither.


Honestly, filling up the time on days my sleep isn't cooperate is just awkward.

This attempt wasn't an unalloyed success and I shall return to the stories another time.
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I think the reaction to the DW season finale elseweb can be best summed up by
I have now seen three entirely independent incompatible theories
explaining that it was Clearly All Because Of
behind the scenes Stuff
with no cited sources
just, you know, the writer thinks it is obvious.

Whatever was going on with the Watsonian level, I have seen so many people bounce straight to the Doylist for readings, I think it is safe to say many are Not Happy.



Being Not Happy at the unalterable things is exhausting though, I hope they find some Happy to hang out in as well.
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This morning I watched Mark of the Rani while eating my soup. I watched it on the iplayer instead of getting my dvds down, on the vague theory that they might be counting how many people go 'hmmm, I wonder who that person in that episode was' and go to the iplayer for more, which might influence the general existence of future episodes. Don't know, but, figured it was the same thing so I might as well.

Only when it is on DVD I can play it faster. Playing it faster is preferred for older TV. For it is not fast.

I noticed especially with establishing shots. They spent like a minute looking at people covered in coal doing coal things. They weren't doing plot things or having lines yet, just walking around covered in coal. I think we'd get like six seconds of that in a newer show.

I've been listening to a lot of 6 in audios so I thiught I'd remember quite well what he's like, but I forgot quite how much he was like it back on the tele.

Also I found he moves around a lot more than my audio imaginary Doctor. I imagine them doing things that make the plot go, but actual live acting just has him moving around jumping down off things or looking at stuff in ways the audios wouldn't mention. My imagination has been leaving that out.

After watching the whole story I concluded that (a) that was a proper Doctor Who story (b) the one in my head was the Good Bits Version, even if the Good Bits were just it being faster, and somewhat augmented by owning the novelisation much longer than the recorded episode, and (c) I think some of the people complaining about Doctor Who in endless comment threads elseweb have only been watching the Good Bits Version in their heads for some time.

Not that Doctor Who is ever without flaw, but I think maybe some of them should try writing their good bits version and see what they come up with. Or try Yes And ing the show a bit.

... yes I know there is a place for critique but reading the comment threads all season I see people watching every episode to say the exact same thing and like, why? If they want to watch the old thing it is right there also.



ANYway



I also listened to three connected Big Finish Audios, The Helliax Rift, Hour of the Cybermen, and Warlock's Cross.
Three different Doctors meet the same man at three points in his life. It's also three UNIT adventures so you see assorted changes in UNIT across some years the TV didn't keep a close eye on them. Also going from a general UNIT attitude of 'oh it's him again, keep him out of the way' to 'who is the Doctor? find out later, too busy'. Interesting progression over not so many years.

Helliax Rift was a bit of a horror story but at rather more of a distance than a Torchwood story would have done. Read more... )

Hour of the Cybermen is the most adventure shaped, but the connection to recurring characters from the first one is mostly sad. Read more... )

Warlock's Cross seemed to me the strongest story of the three, because of how it used 7 and Klein and the idea of roads not taken and wanting so badly to change the past. There was a really good bit with 7 Read more... )

So the juxtapositions make you think instead of just keeping you jogging along the plot.


I thought the third story was strongest but by keeping some of the characters and setting but jumping the timeline forward you got interesting angles.


Not ones that made me like UNIT more.

But interesting.


Good stories, liked them as a set.

Plan to listen them again when I am better at concentrating and not actively doing other stuff at the time.
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My watch just challenged me to run 5km tomorrow and get a little badge.
My watch knows my exercise routine (clue: Not 5K, and that walking).
My watch is either taking the piss or attempting homicide...
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Back at the beginning of the season I think I predicted the ending would be an RTD special made of Big Feelings, and I certainly have Big Feelings about that episode.

But the ones I have at the minute are Angry Sad, which is not my favourite set, honestly.

So.

Read more... )

Big Feelings time wasn't fun this week.


I do however know I shall eventually have different feelings about a lot of it.
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93 Rictus

I wasn't entirely paying attention to this one because I started it, concluded the main characters were several kinds of awful and annoying, and went back to pulling numbers out of Pathfinder books to figure out the economic basis of studying wizardry given the local cost of living.

But it did keep bringing my attention back, and I absolutely did not see the ending coming.

Torchwood: implying terrible things about royalty since the very beginning.

I think it's probably a good story but I was having a not concentrating day because I listened to this second one first:


94 The Boy Who Never Laughed
Written by Joseph Lidster

This one is a very strong story.

Big Finish put trigger warnings at the beginning of it. Which is polite and helpful. But would be more helpful in writing before people buy it.

"Torchwood contains adult content and may not be suitable for younger listeners" is the usual bit.

"Trigger warning: this audio production contains references to substance addiction, sexual abuse, and drink spiking. Listener discretion is advised."

It is also a story with basically one character in it, so you know who all those trigger warnings apply to.

Tyler Steele Read more... )

Also depressing. I listened to the trigger warnings, I thought I was in a reasonable mental space to listen to a Torchwood story, but I went around afterwards with a set of feelings that reminded me of the time I picked up a plastic beer mug with dregs in people had been using for an ash tray and it turned out to have melted through and beer ash spewed out everywhere. It's sort of grotty. And there isn't much of a distancing or defamiliarising filter on it, it is just a story about ordinary bad things happening to Tyler when he was a kid.

And, also, about Tyler waking up to find apparently himself in the shower. But that got less weird and less the point as the story went along. So then it was just Tyler talking to himself about trigger warning things.

Very well done, but difficult.



The dtrength of the Torchwood range is you never know quite what you're going to get and it can play with format as it will as long as it fits on the disc. I think they used that well here.


I also think I need to go do something more sunshiney to bounce my mood away.

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