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Yesterday was a Headache Day until like ten at night, which is annoying because I couldnt sleep through all of it, I was mostly doing Feeling Stupid for aaaages, and then when I got the yipee nothing hurts phase it was time for bed again.

I also listened to one (1) Doctor Who adventure. In two parts. Loud was... not good, but its incredibly boring doing actual nothing.

I think I dont like Tamsin as an idea, she screws up a lot and keeps trying to apply Acting but badly and I think that was funnier to the actos than the listeners. But I had a headache so its possible that's, like, all my opinion.

Didnt get any further with reading. Keep on thinking things like
hmmm, what size settlement is it if you only bring your Followers (Village)
or if you got to level 20 and took capstone The Boss (Small Town)
or if all of you in a party did that?
Turns out you can get up to about 9000 people if a party of six are all The Boss.
On Pathfinder scale that's a Small City.
Just of your Followers.
No wonder an adventure party doing Kingdom building seems plausible.
Read more... )


So I'm feeling a lot brighter today so I just chattered about Pathfinder pibraries and universities.

By the end of Wrath of the Righteous on the computer, on the Legend mythic path, as a Rogue / Bard Archaeologist 20/20, Ianto has the highest possible Knowledge modifiers.
Meaning he probably knows the most of anyone in the world.
The single best thing he could do for Golarion is write it all down
and teach as much as he can.

Bit tricky with all the politics going on, but, nobody else on the planet even *can* be level 40, no one can have that many skill ranks, and most of them came to him via mythic power and contact with multiple deities, so it didnt come out of books in the first place. That's some quality knowledge to redistribute.

Wrath on the xbox has a very limited set of skills though, and it changes some Knowledge to Lore to fix the thing where clerics arent typically statted to be the best at Knowledge (religion).

I dont know what his skills would look like with the book list. Pretty good though, given the Bardic Knowledge boost and all.

Actually I can't remember if it was Bard 20 or if I put the last 3 into some specific prestige class. Could go look if I go play the new DLC.

Still. Level 20 character with All The Skills. It's just kind of sad for the planet if they kite off for adventures in the Great Beyond without leaving notes.


... hence the Pathfinder Chronicles...
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I hate it when headaches sneak up on me.

I was doing really well at Cleaner Day, all tasks achieved, played a new expansion for Wingspan while Clean was happening, and when I stopped playing, turns out I have a headache.

You might think that this can therefor be easily ignored by concentrating that hard agin, but no, for I have a headache, so that wont get started now its stopped.



So today is going to get boring for a while until that wears off again.


But it is successfully Cleaner

and I love the new birds in Wingspan even if I can't figure how to use them well yet.
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So I have now seen the first three eps of season six and it is doing a thing Read more... )


I have a headache. I was trying to ignore it until it went away but it did not. So that's kind of my mood about the episode.

Ah well.
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Today I have mostly had a headache, probably because of the weather, so that wasnt excellent
but I feel pretty okay now, so I like that part.

I also ate an egg with rice and pesto. Which I only tried because there hasnt been microwave pasta for months. But it tasted rather good.

I have been reading the pathfinder adventure path some more and Our Heroes are more than half way. Read more... )
Still having fun reading it though.



I hope the weather becomes reasonable soon.
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Today I fiddled with rule books until I had designed a castle that works in Pathfinder but resembles the one the D&D 3e Stronghold Builders Guide says you get with the Throne card.
Read more... )
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it is annoyingly warm here
so I have opened a window, for the good that'll do
but now I feel like I can't just listen to Torchwood because screaming.

I mean if I relisten to familiar ones I could select ones with less screaming.

but the basic problem that my neighbours might not like to hear Torchwood remains.




Also I wasn't bothered by the temperature all day
yet now
ugh.

Vixen

Dec. 4th, 2017 08:02 pm
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I watched the Vixen animates movie that goes with Arrow and Flash and all that on TV.
I say movie, it had several distinct parts, I think it was pasted together from somethings?
It had many good aspects. Women, black people, story with enemies like smugglers and warlords as well as the usual criminals, and the whole sisters and family and finding your heritage thing to give it a heart.

I have a headache so I'm not exactly excited about the world right now, but the movie was pretty okay.
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After all the doing yesterday, today was mostly made of headache and cry.
which never gets less annoying.

I finished reading Temeraire through Victory of Eagles, the last one I own.
And then went and ordered the rest.

I love the way it starts with 'dragons who really love their captains' and then just plays through, shows variations on societies built around these two species, shows how some are really all kinds of abusive, and then has dragons set out to save themselves. It's doing the smart science fiction thing which is both defamiliarising regular inequalities of power like race, slavery, gender, marriage at the time, class, armed forces, but also just taking this one solid What If and applying logic. The cool dragon powers are fun as well, especially once all the battle strategy and tactics starts getting intricate, but the social stuff is really interesting.

It do get a bit tense around race and old racist tropes, and the ways dragons are fitted around them. I think it's doing okay, but, showing the whole world makes a whole world of ways to get wobbly.

And I miss the intensity of payoff I get from the yearning-having cycle in fanfic. Lots of things get paid off for Temeraire, but it's just that bit more distant, and changes scene just where fanfic would start getting detailed. Many courses, no dessert.

But they're good books. Inventive and interesting.


And now I have to wait at least until next week for book delivery, because the shops didn't have them yesterday.



Today I also watched a cartoon about a princess from a bamboo shoot. It was miserable. Read more... )

So it was just a whole fairy tale about how life is short and miserable and everyone makes each other miserable while trying to make each other happy.

So that wasn't fun.




And I still haven't plugged my new recorder box in, because i need to read the instructions, and to do that i need my brain working, and for that i need no headache and to not be made of cry.

ugh.




I keep thinking of fiction from the tv and going over it all time travel au fixit, and getting looped on how much needs fixing, and just how wrong in the philosophy so much of it is. like i start out watching these bright colorful stories where evil can be successfully punched once an hour, and end up quite distressed that all these people are getting punched and nobody ends up fixing things by making friends and doing good instead. so i need to watch different fiction. but i try and i keep not finding quite the thing. and going back to the punching, where imperfectly small pieces get stopped, and the systemic problems remain.

i should do more writing my own stuff but today is not that day.

i'm fed up of time travel and alternate universes though because they're just brain traps for going back over everything trying to figure where to do it different to make things perfect. and if alternate universe you did it all perfect then they wouldn't be uou. and then i get depressed about comparing myself to me from an alternate universe. which i'm pretty sure is no sort of helpful.




I need more good days and interesting achievements
even if it does mean weathering more of the rebound days after.

Lost Girl

Apr. 3rd, 2014 08:15 am
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I got the season 1 box set of Lost Girl the other day, and today I started watching.

How much am I liking it? I have the kind of headache that, even after painkillers, would really quite a lot suggest I should curl up in a dark place quietly and maybe not move so I don't feel quite so sick, yet instead I am watching Lost Girl.

I am up to the start of the third episode. The plots aren't, like, profound or astounding or very surprising at all, but I really like these characters. There are women. There are lots of women. Read more... )


So I'm hoping I can continue to like this show. Because I like it a lot right now.
I'm trying not to just get worried it'll start doing all the things I hate later. but TV has me trained.
But right now it's a kick arse urban fantasy sexy happy place.
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I have been trying to get to sleep for two hours and ended up in my head talking to TV execs about an Avengers TV series which they had made a pilot for and were totally messing up. They'd cast me as a 25 year old skinny person who made eye contact, it was horrible. ... my insomniac ramblings, they quickly become epic rants on cultural studies topics such as representations of disability in heroic fiction, even when my mary sue self could be spending those hours daydreaming on being awesome kick arse Avenger dating the whole team except Thor.

ANYway, I don't think the whole internet would be interested in much of that.

But we're going to have a SHIELD TV series, which will be kin to an Avengers series but distinctly different, so it's interesting to me at least to wonder: what will be the central question to explore in such a show?

Read more... )

The show that I would make would maybe not so much be the show that's likely to happen.

But there's interesting opportunities for asking who are the good guys and what their relation to structures of power is or should be.





I'd kind of like to be a better writer so I could answer such questions in the form of kick arse fiction, but at best for that I would require much practice.


Fanfic answers such questions while galloping past them looking at the pretty white guys shagging. I mean, not so often does fanfic get stuck in on questions other than will they won't they, but somewhere in the background is an implied answer. And sometimes it makes me tad bit uncomfortable, reading happy snuggly romantic fiction about an assassin and the guy who aims him at (exactly what kind of) enemies.

... mostly though I just like the epic trust oasis effect and carry on reading until the Happily Ever After.

Or, in this case, I go back to trying to get to sleep.
... is possibly slight bit metaphoric right there...
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A thing I don't get: I am reading about older characters. As in, not teenage. Probably middle aged. They've accumulated a bit of milage, got their scars, and while they've still got strength enough to be going on with, they're better padded than they used to be. Bodies that are comfortably worn in, like good leathers. Possibly they have less hair than they used to, probably it's going a little grey, or a lot silver. These are all features of these guys, distinguishing characteristics, and from where I'm standing good things.

So I read fic, and what happens? Some writers have them loose weight, change their exercise regimen (even characters who canonically get very plenty exercise as it is), grow their hair (!) and change their clothes (!!) and generally write about them like they got twenty years younger and decided 'pretty' was more important than 'apocalypse' in the grand scheme of things.

It's like they looked at these guys and decided 'They're so dreamy, I'll just change everything about them!'

I mean, I get writing about the younger versions, seeing how people got to be the way they are, maybe liking a certain season better than others, or appreciating the way regular exercise reshapes a person. But what I do not get is, if they're going to make them have different bodies, why start with those other bodies in the first place? Just... find different guys. Who are in fact younger already. It's not like Hollywood has any shortage.

And while it might logically seem likely they choose those guys for the personality, personal histories, relationships and all that unique stuff... no. Not so much, that I can see. I mean, there might be some really well characterised stuff that just thinks guys look better when they're starving themselves and spending all day at the gym, but the ones I've seen, if they're going to reshape their outsides, they go for the 'bringing them out of themselves', 'more confident', 'freer', totally redone different personality. Just tweak every aspect of their personality. And forget all that save the world stuff, that's what canon is for, the guys clearly would rather be in bed.

Maybe it's for the pairings. If they keep the pairings. Just... if they want them to look different, act different, and live in different stories, why do they care about the pair at all?

... okay, I'm done now.

I'd just like to read stories about (a) old friends-turned-enemies who try and make it work again and (b) teachers with adult-enough students, probably with swords involved or (c) protector/protected pairs that are based on age/ability not gender, and all of those require people with a bit of history on them. I like the little lines and the silver. It's all good. All this instant teenage reversion stuff... it's like the auton replica versions, hello plastic.
... except Rory-auton didn't look plastic, or act plastic, so plastic is not necessarily a bad thing, but you know what I mean.

I'd say it's like the Hollywood recasting of everyone but quite a lot of TV was in LA to start with. Still, LA people are less likely to look as various as British TV people, to my eye, and it gets peculiar sometimes.

Okay, I should take a painkiller and do something completely different now.
/rant
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Emotional whiplash much?

And now the Sarah Jane tribute is on and actual real Sad is trying to happen and it's all sort of crunching up and not having room to react.
... okay, "Goodbye, my Sarah Jane", and the sad wins. crying again now. :-(
(The Sarah Jane tribute is up on the iPlayer now.)
*pause*



Also I have a horrible stabbing headache that I only really noticed when I laughed and now the story has stopped.

So, that's a gripping story.

and SPOILERS under the cut that you don't want to read before watching
Read more... )
There's so much awesome about this episode. Top of the rollercoaster time and no idea how it's going to fall out. Excellent.



and now I really really need to go take a painkiller. Doctor Who actually beat the headache for a whole episode though. good trick.
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Romana is cool! Has adventures, saves people, and goes off to save own universe! Gets fed up of the Doctor and dumps him. Can see why. Romana gets K9 and Doctor gets Adric. Romana wins.

Story quite often didn't make even a tiny bit of sense, but hey, no worries. Had fun running around and fighting shiny skeleton warriors anyways.

Best bit: Somewhere in the middle of that my headache wore off, only having lasted about eight hours. Win! Doctor Who clearly cures everything! Or at least makes waiting around for it to get better much less boring.
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also dumb: headaches. especially the kind with nausea and too much brightness.

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